turning a new page

i dont know what it is about books that turns me off so much. i love learning new things, reading on the internet. but books just really put me off gaining knowledge.

is it that it makes you look like a nerd? i dont know.

and having to carry or hold like 500 pages of writing to learn something or hear a story?

id rather watch a video or movie but when im in the mood il pick up a book.
my brother is reading a really good one at the moment... "physics o the impossible" by Michio Kaku. il get into that once hes finished.

iv been watching heaps of videos tonight about ancient slave humans, ruins and the first homo-sapiens and ended up wanting to buy a book.

i dont believe knowledge should cost $40 or however much a good book is these days.
it should be free. especially knowledge which should be taught in schools.

this is the first piece of knowledge iv wanted to pay money for..

"Slaves species of god" by Michael Tellinger.


if anyone has books along the lines of quantum physics, time travel, DNA alteration, human cloning or conspiracies please let me know and/or borrow them :)

Cutiee

http://www.formspring.me/jimifischer
this made my night amazing :D god i love memories. have a read, its quite interesting if you can keep up xx

new song

I've nearly finished all the lyrics to a new song I've written, which I've mentioned in previous posts. i'm not trying to sound up myself at all by saying this but.. the only word i have for it is 'amazing'

its a crossed breed of i see stars guitar layering, architects guitar backings and the most emotional lyrics you'll ever hear.

never the less, i cant wait to get it recorded and put it up on Myspace.
just need 2 good guitarists so we can play shows and whatever. if you're interested or know of any please contact me :)

or maybe you will?

heaps of other things keep happening which remind me of ed. its so coincidental? but its not a coincidence.

i keep getting the emails she sent me while she was in japan, and emails from warner brother when i bought NSN shirts for her birthday. but only these emails, no others get sent again.

and when my computer crashed the other week the computer guy said he couldn't recover anything. then when i turned it on the only thing on it was EVERY, and i mean EVERY picture that ed and i had ever taken together. They were all in different folders and places yet all "just happened" to end up in the same place and somehow survive the crash.

its like the world is mocking me or something, its so annoying, but its kind of nice in a sad kind of way haha :)

nothing is out of our "control"

in the past few weeks I've learnt alot about astral projection etc. its taught me alot, how to be happy for one. iv also learnt how to project better auras towards others. this will sound weird to most of you but to the few that do understand, it is quite easy.

the first evidence i have of this is...



ever since i was little i used to walk up to jakes house (my friend down the road)
and every time id walk up there these dogs would go off! coz theyre guard dogs at a buisness..
and i used to always be like "wow how cool would it be if i could just send them a message through thinking"
so every time iv walked past i tried it (as weird as that sounds)


coz you know how a dog can tell if youre scared so they protect you coz you send out pheromones? (i believe thats what they are?)
yeah well the other week or so i walked past with darcy and knox i think
and i stopped and closed my eyes and just thought about them and like did the same thing, except i thought alot more about the projection of this "aura"
and they stopped straight away, i was pretty much amazed, and so were Darcy and Knox.

but i thought it may have been because last week with Darcy and Knox it was dark. so today i went down there again to test it out. it worked amazingly well. and when i tried to get them to bark again by thinking about it extensively, they did!

I've also got another secret thought train which i have been doing this past week and it has been working, i dont want to give it away till im sure though so stay posted :)

weird happenings

i'll write up a list of things that have been paranormal, or totally out of hand of any human capabilities (or at least i thought so) in the past week when i get home from work as i have to go now. check back later tonight :D

p.s iv added a rad solo to the song i wrote yesterday, its like an architects kind of emotional as solo. im very pleased with the results! :)

update!

Haven't updated this in a few weeks. had the seediest party weekend ever, it was rad.

Just wrote a rad ass song and recorded the guitar with audacity coz i cant be fucked setting up my actual recording thing again. the song is called i dream of sleep, its badasssss. i'll post the lyrics as soon as im finished :D