The Turning Point

you steer clear of greener pastures
yet why are they so close
these things you hold nearest
are the ones that hurt the most


i dont wanna grow up in a world where a man has no mercy
it seems everyone here is so oblique to reality


its a time we'll never concur
its a price we'll never pay
once we are all awakened , then will be the final day


we've all been down this road before
no longer will i follow you anymore

you pull all your strength from others
yet why are you so weak?
not one of them has ever been torn away,
from you


where there is a forest you only see trees


i see through all these stages
and what is left of what i have
but there will always be challenges we face, we have


theres a light at the end of the tunnel
but you keep dragging me back in
its because im holding on to you
that you can never win


may their spiritual stories enthrall you
may their hearts be opened here
and horizons be expanded
and cleansed of all these years

turning a new page

i dont know what it is about books that turns me off so much. i love learning new things, reading on the internet. but books just really put me off gaining knowledge.

is it that it makes you look like a nerd? i dont know.

and having to carry or hold like 500 pages of writing to learn something or hear a story?

id rather watch a video or movie but when im in the mood il pick up a book.
my brother is reading a really good one at the moment... "physics o the impossible" by Michio Kaku. il get into that once hes finished.

iv been watching heaps of videos tonight about ancient slave humans, ruins and the first homo-sapiens and ended up wanting to buy a book.

i dont believe knowledge should cost $40 or however much a good book is these days.
it should be free. especially knowledge which should be taught in schools.

this is the first piece of knowledge iv wanted to pay money for..

"Slaves species of god" by Michael Tellinger.


if anyone has books along the lines of quantum physics, time travel, DNA alteration, human cloning or conspiracies please let me know and/or borrow them :)